I have been feeling antsy, jittery, anxious and groggy lately. I can’t sleep for the past couple of days. The minute I close my eyes, my mind started racing and my heart goes over 200mph/hr. Every side that I face is like a terrifying blind corners and turns that kept me tossing and turning through out the whole night.
It has been a lot of crests and dips on this winding and narrow two lanes road. Its definitely not for the faint of heart. So far its quite an emotional roller coaster ride since last week. I have felt so many different emotions during the past 48 hrs is not even funny. At one point I was on top of the world, happy, excited and glorious. But on another note, the minute I take a breath to soak it all in, I was all the way down at the bottom, nervous, and hollow. I have not figured out what and why bothers me, but there are a couple things, places and people that I miss…
Uumm...that is probably why my mind automatically taking a fast drive at night. I just realized it after I wrote all that. SMH.
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